I can't recall the last time I actually took the time to post a blog, let alone write anything down. After a long hiatus, I've decided to come back and start writing again. As far as I've been, been doing a lot of school work. I'm a full time student this semester, and to say the least, it's been fun and stressful all at the same time. Last time I was a full time student would have to be my Fall 2001 semester at SDSU which I really didn't do quite well in leading me to get thrown out via academic probation.
Well, another main reason why I've wanted to start writing again is mainly due to the fact that I'm turning 28 this coming Thursday. I'm getting old. I swear, I started blogging back in 2003 or so. Reflecting on my old blogs and how much I've grown in 6 years has just put me in a sentimental mood and has caused me to look to what my future is going to be.
There's been a lot on my mind, especially in regards to my future. I've been heavily thinking about enlisting in the military. Don't get me wrong, the goal is to finish school, but I just feel, in regards to a financial situation and also having a foundation as an adult, I know that the Navy would be able to help me get to where I want to be. Last time I thought about joining the Navy was back in 2004. My mother wouldn't let me do it at all. I still remember her crying telling me to just finish school first.
Fast forward 5 years later, I think it would be best for me to go ahead and make this decision in enlisting. I still have to have a serious discussion with my parents about it, but I just want to give them a heads up and let them know how I feel. I don't have a girlfriend. I don't have any kids. I'm getting older and nothing isn't really rolling the way I want it to. Don't get me wrong, the wheels are turning but I'm just not satisfied as where I want to be in regards to progress. I'm going to miss my family and friends dearly in San Diego, but I just feel that I need to get out and experience the world for myself. To get out of this box, and live a life that God has designed for me.
My blogs have always been set up from a writing perspective and a deeper look into who I really am as a person rather than just a twitter whore or some other type of social network media geek.
Like all my friends know, my blog is the best way to understand who I really am and how I think. I'm not one to really tell people publicly how I feel. I keep a facade and put up a front really well. It's a gift as a scorpio that we're really known for.
So here's the return of the blog! Hello everyone! I'm back!
